just another day

My mom and I are still the same dog and cat. We argue abouth anything and everything, for us nothing seems to be right but for some good reason our habitual verbal interchange makes us better person...i guess!!!! But I dont really undestand some of her actions when it comes to me.. shes always mad at me.. I guess the only reason I can think of is for my being a closet queen. We dont talk about it. but I intentionally scatter traces of my gender identifying materials such as m to m dvds... But what can I do.. I dont have any choice. This life Im making right now is a destiny for me that I cannot fight. It's true that people change.. in time. But for me I will never regret my change. I learned how to love completely with this change..thou its not the acceptable love. A love that surpass boundaries so as they say. A love that is not evil nor longing for something in return. He is alfie... my love

Once in my life

A day has swept me away... a day full of life and endurnce to my mere existence. I've connected to a few fellow of strangeness in my life again... connecting to people of value to my life. My buyers of ready made curtains and fabrics. Yes its a black saturday today.. but hey its not as black as I have expected. I regain some financial accounts to my family and the one I love my biye ku. Alfie reyes of mandili pampanga. He is so dear to my.. my ever dearest.. I always remind my biye ku how much I love and admire him.. he is my only inspiration to move on to my life.. I also reached out for my one and only brother Francis who is a seaman. I wrote him an inspirational letter for him to also change his life. For him to be a better person, with a label of I love you take care and other things that would remind him that I'm here

Heaven of hell bound creature

I was a creature that has a life before.. . a creature of life and light. As time pass by I recognize things that are new to me.. why things happen and why hings just happen, they say that every thing has its on end.. mine I dont know. I beggin to know what love is like. Incomparable. Unselfish means to help and to connect to another creature of strangeness.

a little life....a wonderful life

I once have a self... but now..i dont think so..life is truely is full of mysteries and misseries.. but in general.. wonderful as time pass by..as grey hair shows and as friends come and go...